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Blogging yes!
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I have decided to try out blogging!! 
I'm doing it for fun!!! At least it'll be something new 
I'll be writing about several things! From personal life to all kinds of topics I enjoy writing about.
I don't really know yet, I'm winging it XD
supergirl1094.wordpress.com/
I'm doing it for fun!!!
At least it'll be something new I'll be writing about several things! From personal life to all kinds of topics I enjoy writing about.
I don't really know yet, I'm winging it XD
supergirl1094.wordpress.com/
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Blogging?
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Hey guys!!
So I've been thinking about blogging on and off over the past few years and I'm still not sure?
It's a thought that comes and goes and I've been thinking about it more and more recently but I'm not entirely sure lol
A lot of people sound serious about blogging so one question is: Can I blog for fun without having to be utterly serious about it?
I get that you can blog for profit and stuff but I want to be able to write when I want and about what I want without having to pay money or anything.
Do you really have to have a server? I've heard several people mention about having a server that is up 24/7 so people can read blogs and stuff but I don't know what that means or if I have to have that.
I was excited about the thought of starting my own blog for fun and for something to do but when I researched blogging I'm getting less excited because it sounds like I have to be serious about it or that I have to pay or have to have a server and etc etc etc.
At first I thought you could just sign up on a site and just blog away but it sounds like there is more details to it???
So yeah please give me your thoughts and any information that can help me!
So I've been thinking about blogging on and off over the past few years and I'm still not sure?
It's a thought that comes and goes and I've been thinking about it more and more recently but I'm not entirely sure lol
A lot of people sound serious about blogging so one question is: Can I blog for fun without having to be utterly serious about it?
I get that you can blog for profit and stuff but I want to be able to write when I want and about what I want without having to pay money or anything.
Do you really have to have a server? I've heard several people mention about having a server that is up 24/7 so people can read blogs and stuff but I don't know what that means or if I have to have that.
I was excited about the thought of starting my own blog for fun and for something to do but when I researched blogging I'm getting less excited because it sounds like I have to be serious about it or that I have to pay or have to have a server and etc etc etc.
At first I thought you could just sign up on a site and just blog away but it sounds like there is more details to it???
So yeah please give me your thoughts and any information that can help me!
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Loss
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Last Wednesday March 14th 2012 my GREAT-grandmother passed away. She was 95 years old and lived a fulfilling and long life. We all are at peace with her death but also sad 
We left Saturday morning and went to visitation Sunday and funeral Monday, left Tuesday.
It all was nice and I'm actually doing okay with her death...just it reminds me to much of Grandpa and when he passed away...Sunday and Monday kept having flashbacks from when my Grandpa passed away last year....to close to home for my taste and very emotional :/
Doing a little better now since everything is over and got to see and spend time with friends today at Church.
Love you guys
We left Saturday morning and went to visitation Sunday and funeral Monday, left Tuesday.
It all was nice and I'm actually doing okay with her death...just it reminds me to much of Grandpa and when he passed away...Sunday and Monday kept having flashbacks from when my Grandpa passed away last year....to close to home for my taste and very emotional :/
Doing a little better now since everything is over and got to see and spend time with friends today at Church.
Love you guys
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Broken
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My boyfriend broke up with me a few weeks ago because he didn't want a relationship right now...after eight months of being together...
Of course sad heartbroken torn up confused maybe angry as well and just wishing I could get past all these emotions and to just live my life but I've learned with Grandpa's passing last year that time heals all wounds (though we get scars with the time) but we also learn more about ourselves, how to deal with things and so much more. So though I'm struggling and pushing through this I'll also learn from it in so many ways.
I love him and I want to be with him so badly but all I can really do is be his friend, I know I'm luckier than most to even be friends with him after a relationship so that I am happy and blessed with <3 Part of me kind of wishes I knew how he felt and what he was going through as far as us...but I guess I won't really know unless he decides to tell me or I get the freaking courage to even ask or talk to him about it lol We're doing good as friends at least, want to try and hug him next time I see him (He's okay with us still hugging 
but since the break-up I haven't hugged him...and I really really want to)
I graduated from high school January 30th 2012 Happy, excited and proud of myself for that! Though I wouldn't have been able to finish it all in time without my mother's help She helped me figure things out and kept pushing me to get it done. Got half of tuition since I graduated a year early so I got myself an Xbox (got a sweet deal at wal-mart for xbox 250gb, wireless controller, headset, Halo Reach, Fable III, Choice of one game I chose Midnight Club, and 15 month xbox live) and a small tv that I'm going to use to play xbox on. I also got two t-shirts from hot topic since they had a bogo deal and got Soft Kitty song (from Big Bang Theory) t-shirt and This is my zombie killing shirt, t-shirt. I also set aside $40 so I can go out with one of my best friends and spend a day with her! We plan to go to movies and see the Vow, go to mall, dinner maybe mini golfing or something if weather is nice :3. Have about $80 left so plan to get one or two more games for xbox and idk what else yet So yeah sweet 
Sorry I haven't been on here in forever, I kind of forgot about this site for a little while when I was busy going through stuff plus school plus friends, family and etc etc etc...life haha
Going to try and get on more but we'll see how that goes
Plan to get a job sometime soon or at least start looking, next year SWIC after two years of SWIC go to a four year college and become a Film Editor Simple plan I know XD
Gtg now going to go see Nuna (great-granny)!
Of course sad heartbroken torn up confused maybe angry as well and just wishing I could get past all these emotions and to just live my life but I've learned with Grandpa's passing last year that time heals all wounds (though we get scars with the time) but we also learn more about ourselves, how to deal with things and so much more. So though I'm struggling and pushing through this I'll also learn from it in so many ways.
I love him and I want to be with him so badly but all I can really do is be his friend, I know I'm luckier than most to even be friends with him after a relationship so that I am happy and blessed with <3 Part of me kind of wishes I knew how he felt and what he was going through as far as us...but I guess I won't really know unless he decides to tell me or I get the freaking courage to even ask or talk to him about it lol
We're doing good as friends at least, want to try and hug him next time I see him (He's okay with us still hugging but since the break-up I haven't hugged him...and I really really want to)I graduated from high school January 30th 2012
Happy, excited and proud of myself for that! Though I wouldn't have been able to finish it all in time without my mother's help She helped me figure things out and kept pushing me to get it done. Got half of tuition since I graduated a year early so I got myself an Xbox (got a sweet deal at wal-mart for xbox 250gb, wireless controller, headset, Halo Reach, Fable III, Choice of one game I chose Midnight Club, and 15 month xbox live) and a small tv that I'm going to use to play xbox on. I also got two t-shirts from hot topic since they had a bogo deal and got Soft Kitty song (from Big Bang Theory) t-shirt and This is my zombie killing shirt, t-shirt. I also set aside $40 so I can go out with one of my best friends and spend a day with her! We plan to go to movies and see the Vow, go to mall, dinner maybe mini golfing or something if weather is nice :3. Have about $80 left so plan to get one or two more games for xbox and idk what else yet So yeah sweet Sorry I haven't been on here in forever, I kind of forgot about this site for a little while when I was busy going through stuff plus school plus friends, family and etc etc etc...life
haha Going to try and get on more but we'll see how that goes
Plan to get a job sometime soon or at least start looking, next year SWIC after two years of SWIC go to a four year college and become a Film Editor
Simple plan I know XDGtg now going to go see Nuna (great-granny)!
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Blue skys with Dark clouds
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July 23rd 2011 my Grandpa passed away...as of Saturday he will have been gone for 4 weeks...his funeral was July 29th...
I'm getting better, think all of us are but we're still on this roller coaster that seems to have no end.
I miss my Grandpa very very much <3 I want him here but one comfort I have is that he's with God and in heaven <3 I was very close to my grandpa. He always called me Puddin....a nickname that will always be close to my heart as he is as well.
I've been trying to do things, sometimes it's easy, sometimes it's hard...I'm still struggling to do school and get myself motivated to at least do something on it.:/
I know I need to continue on with my life but it's hard right now, situations are complicated but things feel normal but at the same time their far from it....
I'm glad to have such supporting friends, family and an amazing supportive boyfriend as well. I don't know what I'd do without any of them, especially through this hard time. Though I think people sometimes forget that talking about it helps more than avoiding it...*sighs*
whatever. Anyway I felt like I needed to post this, even if it's short.
Thank you all
have a wonderful day, weekend and week
I'm getting better, think all of us are but we're still on this roller coaster that seems to have no end.
I miss my Grandpa very very much <3 I want him here but one comfort I have is that he's with God and in heaven <3 I was very close to my grandpa.
He always called me Puddin....a nickname that will always be close to my heart as he is as well.I've been trying to do things, sometimes it's easy, sometimes it's hard...I'm still struggling to do school and get myself motivated to at least do something on it.:/
I know I need to continue on with my life but it's hard right now, situations are complicated but things feel normal but at the same time their far from it....
I'm glad to have such supporting friends, family and an amazing supportive boyfriend as well. I don't know what I'd do without any of them, especially through this hard time. Though I think people sometimes forget that talking about it helps more than avoiding it...*sighs*
whatever. Anyway I felt like I needed to post this, even if it's short.
Thank you all
have a wonderful day, weekend and week
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